Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Jonny`s Memoirs

I had the sad task , myself being a newbee, to clean out
Jonny`s locker and cabin.

Nobody wanted to do it, so I had the short f``ing straw.

I would admit to nobody , I cried profusely, and things were

made worse when I found the letter, that until this moment I

had never told nobody of it`s existence .

 I include it here dear reader,

 I found it profound and shocking. I had always thought of Jonny the Hook as a simple

man, but this letter said more than he would ever be able to

say under normal circumstances to his shipmates.His memoirs were quite prolific ,and I reference them in my own story.

They were after time , so disturbing to me I eventually

burnt them.Perhaps this was one of the more severe errors I

have made in my life. I am not sure.

What  rested within them perhaps should never sea the light

of day.  I will cautiously transcribe the one page that I retained 
and hid in the wooden box.



I should just clarify for  any reader that has occasioned

upon my memoirs.

Perhaps I should put things straight, as I am sure you have

missed a chapter or two which may have pertained to the

unrelenting tasks that throughout history show the power of

human survival and  endurance which I choose now to describe

and call a memoir.

I had been brought up as any child could have been, I had

the benefit of an education that in these days seems rare.

To me it had been no more than an education.

It was an all encompassing hell in my young opinion . But

now perhaps I see the point.

I say cautiously that I was not as brainwashed as the others that follow me.

In my estimation they have no chance to think.

The dominance of myself was less subtle and more self useful,

now the dominance of education is more extreme.

I feel I have been poisoned.

I am concerned the poisons within me will profoundly inhibit

my over late and complex warning to you, the reader.

That is a mercurial teeth issue.and many other toxins that

are nearly impossible to avoid.


Now I remember more . It took me years of re-self education

to break the bond that had tied my mind.

I had forgotten the extremes I have been through , and still

after many years of looking for enlightenment I have still

struggled with my pre inserted control formatting.

LSD has helped,but also caused a huge amount of uncontrolled

damage .

 

It is so long and so far away now, I seem to have forgotten

that I was under control.

 I have been controlled. I have forgotten how powerful it

is, and was.

Now,when I remember, it is shocking how much re education of

myself I had to make.

Stupidly |I assume others are as enlightened as me , but in

the cold light of reality ,how could they be.They must still

be under the heavy influence of their parental and

educational background. I am so far from this , I have

forgotten how hard and unlikely it is for normal folk to

break these simplistic sacred bonds. These are the bonds of

guarantee of our servitude to to authority.

It Is for this reason I freely sacrifice myself to the shark

that has relentlessly hunted me and caused my shipmates so

much concern.

Sea you beyond love Jonny.


The biggest thing I had a problem with was imagining Jonny

with his extreme  old school pirate accent saying this girly

stuff. I needed a stiff drink.